Good things comes to an end. Although been more than a month to be exact 6 weeks. Exhausting, stress, unpleasant feeling, unsettled lots things to describe the feeling. But what important things I learned. I experienced.
The experience expect something and I get it. Although something along with it. Especially dealing other people. Although I question myself my character I learned it hard to admit I weak. I'm a weakling. One of the quality that I really until now haven't develop to be a dependable and mature person.
If one told you. They fell that youre position is they can do better. That hits me bad. Why I'm a hearing this. Why of all people you telling me this.
I will all miss of that. The freedom that I get. Back to reality.
anything under the sun... but im a shy person... i think so... but definitely sarcastic
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
RESPONSIBILTY
RESPONSIBILTY. What a big word. A word that will destroy everyone that don’t know how to handle this word. If there a thing that a human being will encounter in their life and will challenge every one of us. Having a word in our daily life will eventually face our own demon. A word that can destroy or mould you. A word that in the ending well there’s no ending. When you face it today expect it will present tomorrow or at the least you expected.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Faith
In a position or situation where there lots of question than answer. And feeling you have not enough time to do things you supposed to do.
Being in a position of almost a month now. Having or doing a task that you don't know what are the criteria. Why you in there. Because as far as you can see or think of it a part of a joke. Or just nothing. They just feel you should take or do the task.
Being in that position it make me feel inferior the lowest level that I can think of or feel. Although it a privilege or honor to be there. But there was always back in my mind. the DOUBTS lots of this. Do I question myself? very much most of the time. Not that I don't a faith in myself but when in comes in big decision that will cause my life especially my career. I don't faith in my decision. in my judgement call.
Being in a position of almost a month now. Having or doing a task that you don't know what are the criteria. Why you in there. Because as far as you can see or think of it a part of a joke. Or just nothing. They just feel you should take or do the task.
Being in that position it make me feel inferior the lowest level that I can think of or feel. Although it a privilege or honor to be there. But there was always back in my mind. the DOUBTS lots of this. Do I question myself? very much most of the time. Not that I don't a faith in myself but when in comes in big decision that will cause my life especially my career. I don't faith in my decision. in my judgement call.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Ask
life. living i supposed to be fun but it feels the other way around. contentment is also another thing...
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