Faith

In a position or situation where there lots of question than answer. And feeling you have not enough time to do things you supposed to do.
Being in a position of almost a month now. Having or doing a task that you don't know what are the criteria. Why you in there. Because as far as you can see or think of it a part of a joke. Or just nothing. They just feel you should take or do the task.
Being in that position it make me feel inferior the lowest level that I can think of or feel. Although it a privilege or honor to be there. But there was always back in my mind. the DOUBTS lots of this. Do  I question myself? very much most of the time. Not that I don't a faith in myself but when in comes in big decision that will cause my life especially my career. I don't faith in my decision. in my judgement call.