Jealous

Jealous. you did choose me. So why you still here. to see me how i suffer. to see me how miserable am I.
You dont know the feeling. I admit to you how I feel and then give me hope and then you choose the one that just pass by.
Im not really good enough. How I soory for my self. being stupid sometimes a good thing.
but it better no one around. to offer their sympathy. All of this years there a wall to protect me but when i put it down this
what I get. nothing. oh wait there is. pain. or maybe I choose pain. I know that this the ending of my
patience. gain nothing. hoping for nothing. but look to the bright side. I meet you.